Be more concerned with your character than with your reputation. Your character is what you really are while your reputation is merely what others think you are.

a girl who's still trying to figure out who she really is.

Self Motivation. February 8, 2010

Filed under: Uncategorized — heidyquah @ 3:59 pm

every now and then, I have to tell myself that yes, I can do this.

 

Whathenonsense. February 6, 2010

Filed under: Uncategorized — heidyquah @ 5:14 pm

Let me tell you something,

do NOT, I repeat, DO NOT,

“WTF” me.

 

January. February 5, 2010

Filed under: Uncategorized — heidyquah @ 8:30 pm

I wouldnt say that January has been an easy month, cause honestly, it hasnt been at all.

I’ve never been this busy.

I’ve never stayed back in school 4 times a week.

I’ve never looked forward to the weekends this much.

I’ve never felt.. this tired.

I’ve never been this moody andd grumpy.

I’ve never been this happy skipping school.

Yet, with all that’s happening. I somehow feel.. contented. Not exactly contented. I wouldnt say.. very satisfied either. Satisfied enough, maybe :) I just need more study time!

I came up with a thing that I started to do a few weeks ago.

Its kinda like a project that I would like to do.. and probably see how far it goes.

I love it when I get an encouraging note/text message/ email / card from someone. It gives me that warm fuzzy feeling and makes me feel so loved :) Does it make you feel like that too? Anyway, I love that feeling.

So from today onwards, everyday now, I would write a letter for someone. Someone whom I think deserves an encouraging letter. Someone who needs to be cheered up. Someone who seems lonely. Someone who seems stressed out. Most importantly, someone who needs it.

It doesnt matter whether I’m close to that person or not.

It doesnt matter whether the person knows me or not.

I just want to do something like that.

I’ve prepared manymany envelopes already :) Kinda excited!

And by doing this, I hope other people make an effort to do so too! Its not a difficult task, really.

Just spend a little time and make someone’s day.

Spread the looooove!

 

February 5, 2010

Filed under: Uncategorized — heidyquah @ 3:43 pm

Yes, I removed all you readers from my private blog.
Now, no one is allowed to read it.

I’m so glad its the weekends! :) I love the weekends, I really do.

Did I tell you how happy CF makes me? Yes, I lovelovelove CF too. And seeing so many people coming to CF makes me really happy. The juniors are so cute laaaaaah. Seriously, look at the form 1s!

 

56 things to do in a lift. January 31, 2010

Filed under: Uncategorized — heidyquah @ 12:06 pm


credits to Abigail Hua :) I stole it off her blog cos its so entertaining!

1. When there’s only one other person in the elevator, tap them on the shoulder and then pretend it wasn’t you.

2. Push the buttons and pretend they give you a shock. Smile, and go back for more.

3.Ask if you can push the button for other people, but push the wrong ones.

4.Call the Psychic Hotline from your cell phone and ask if they know what floor your on.

5.Hold the doors open and say your waiting for a friend. After a while, let the doors close, and say, “Hi Greg. How’s your day been?”

6.Drop a pen and wait until someone goes to pick it up, then scream, “That’s mine!”

7.Bring a camera and take pictures of everyone in the elevator.

8.Move your desk into the elevator and whenever anyone gets on, ask if they have an appointment.

9.Lay down the twister mat and ask people if they would like to play.

10.Leave a box in the corner, and when someone gets on, ask them if they can hear ticking.

11.Pretend you are a flight attendant and review emergency procedures and exits with the passengers.

12.Ask, “Did you feel that?”

13.Stand really close to someone, sniffing them occasionally.

14.When the doors close, announce to the others, “It’s okay, don’t panic, they open again!”

15.Swat at flies that don’t exist.

16.Tell people that you can see their aura.

17.Call out, “Group Hug!”and then enforce it.

18.Grimace painfully while smacking your forehead and muttering, “Shut up, all of you, just shut up!”

19.Crack open your briefcase or purse, and while peering inside, ask, “Got enough air in there?”

20.Stand silently and motionless in the corner, facing the wall, without getting off.

21.Stare at another passenger for a while, then announce in horror, “You’re one of THEM!” and back away slowly.

22.Wear a puppet on your hand and use it to talk to the other passengers.

23.Listen to the elevator walls with your stethoscope.

24.Make explosion noises when anyone presses a button.

25.Stare, grinning at another passenger for a while, then announce, “I have new socks on”.

26.Draw a little square on the floor with chalk and announce to the otherpassengers, “This is MY personal space!”

27.Put police tape in front of the door before entering.

28.Fart loudly when there are only two of you in the elevator. Argue vehemently that it wasn’t you.

29.Hold an auction.

30..Do the “potty dance” all the way to the elevator door. Upon arrival, sigh and look greatly relieved.

31.Ask every passenger coming if you can borrow a tampon. Especially effective if victim is male. Even more effective if you yourself are male.

32.Throw a rave.

33.Place potted plants and water fountains at strategic locations in the lift. When people ask what you are doing, tell them you “won’t ride an elevator that’s not fung shui.”

34.Greet everyone getting on with a warm handshake and ask them to call you “Admiral”.

35.Hum the first six notes of the “It’s a small world” over and over again.

36.When you brush past someone, whisper “Was it good for you too?”

37.Lean over to another rider and whisper ‘Noogie patrol coming!’”

38.Have a heated debate with yourself.

39.Bring a melon onto the elevator. Try to sell it to the other passengers.

40.Drum on every available surface.

41.Write a big X on the elevator floor, and hand out “pirate” maps to everyone as they enter.

42.Give psychotherapy to the other passengers.

43.Greet everyone coming on as if they were your best friend. Use the same name for all of them.

44.Say “ring ring,” then pull a banana out of your pocket and start talking into it.

45.Propose to the other passengers.

46.Challenge people to duels.

47.Sell girl scout cookies.

48.Bring a large pile of ice. Build an igloo on the floor.

49.Come on looking really scared, and say to another passenger…”I’m kinda nervous…this is my first time flying…”

50.Any time someone enters the doors, recoil in horror.

51.Stick your tongue out. Act like it’s a cigarette, and ask someone for a light.

52.Pitch a tent on the floor, and “camp out”

53.Say – “I touch myself” and then say “Urgh, What is wrong with you, that is disgusting” to someone in there

54.Stand inside the lift looking all official, and when someone enters , say “Good morning Immigration” , “Can I see your passport please”

55.Push buttons manically and shout what’s the codes to open the doors

56.Stare at the person next to you until they notice then as soon as they look at you look away and mutter into your coat, suspect has got visual…

 

Everybody hurts. January 30, 2010

Filed under: Uncategorized — heidyquah @ 1:34 pm

I thought that things would be better after a few weeks. I thought that I wouldn’t feel so tiny, lost, alone and insignificant anymore. Today, I gave in- and decided to give it a try again.

But whattheheck, I was wrong when I thought that things were gonna different.

Why did I even try?

I’ve never felt THIS tiny and alone before. Ever.

 

January 30, 2010

Filed under: Uncategorized — heidyquah @ 6:56 am

I think I’m starting to like my class better now. Especially they boys! They’re such a funny bunch :)

 

:) January 27, 2010

Filed under: Uncategorized — heidyquah @ 11:33 am

I dread thursdays. Cause Thursdays are crazy long draggy days! 40 minutes a period >(

Anyway, today, I went for a YE workshop. The workshop wasnt anything like how I expected it to be, but it was great anyway :) Learned so much and made so, so many new friends and reunited with a few old ones :) Though I was really sleepy during the workshop, I found it quite good lah. What they talked to us about really did hit me, and made me realize that I really want to do this. It sounded pretty interesting! So with more workshops coming up, I see  a very busy year ahead of me. I’m excited though. This YE thing is getting really.. exciting. I love challenges.

During break time, we toured around the campus. I love how colleges and unis are like! Makes me excited to start college. A few people walked by and asked us where are we from and all. Sunway University College students are pretty friendly, I must say. There’s this girl that even started beatboxing for us! And got us to add her on facebook :) Pretty coool people. Friendly people like this GMH.

 

We Cry. January 24, 2010

Filed under: Uncategorized — heidyquah @ 2:54 pm

Okay, I’m off for the weeek. I really hope for a good weak ahead! Sigh, the Monday blues :/

 

Amused. January 24, 2010

Filed under: Uncategorized — heidyquah @ 3:49 am

I have a friend. His name is Jordan. I think he’s quite entertaining.
On Monday night, he was on the phone with his girlfriend. It was quite late, so he brought the cordless house phone up to his room.

The next morning, he wanted to bring his hand phone to school. But instead, he brought his cordless house phone to school instead by accident. His excuse is ” same size mah! just a little bit thicker only what. And I was very sleepy!”

Being stupid, he brought the phone out during lessons. Upon seeing the cordless house phone, the whole class started laughing. Teacher came and found out that he brought a phone to school and ask him to give her a good reason why she should not rampas his phone.

He then told teacher ” Cikgu! The buku disiplin said that we cannot bring hand phones. They didnt say anything about cordless house phones also!”

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

So no, his phone didnt get rampas after all :)
I find my friends very entertaining.